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These are irreconcilable perceptions, with irreconcilable premises. Of course the circumstances must matter, you say. They certainly suffer the consequences of being regarded as the lowest of the low, but it would be very wrong to assume that degradation is restricted to the red-light zones.
There are no such restrictions in prostitution. Contrary to this misinformation, it is just as possible and just as customary to be humiliated in a five-star hotel. Indeed, sometimes when you are dealing with a particular type of man, with a particular type of mindset, you are far worse off finding yourself with him in environs of opulence: There was a sense of entitlement with those men that actually increased with every pound they paid you. The attitude was clear: Of course, in some men this attitude was simply a reflection of their general arrogance and inhumanity; in the majority of men who treated me this way though, it was clear that they got off in the sexual sense on humiliating me, on making me feel powerless, on giving me to feel and understand that I was there for one reason and one reason only—so that my body would be used as a receptacle for their sperm.
After I began working indoors in , I found that it was not safer as far as violence was concerned though it was certainly safer in terms of avoiding arrest but the degradation was just the same and often worse. The truth is there is nothing classy about the exchange of money for sex and the environs where it takes place are powerless to influence that. Almost always, the women I met who worked in more than one area of prostitution worked either on the streets and in brothels, or in brothels and escort agencies.
I knew one woman, a lovely girl, who worked her own one-woman escort agency out of an apartment on an upmarket avenue in Ballsbridge. Her advertising costs were three-hundred-and-fifty pounds a fortnight. Her rent was a thousand pounds a month. Her mobile phone bills were higher than her advertising costs. This was in Mobile phones were brand new technology in Ireland at the time and were the preserve of businessmen, drug dealers and prostitutes. She broke even some months and when she did, she refused to work in any other area of the business to supplement her escorting income.
It seemed so pointless to me—for some periods of time she was whoring herself just to maintain a situation in which to whore herself. Still, she managed to save ten thousand pounds in the time she rented that apartment, but her money was earned in fits and spurts during peak-time periods and I could not understand how she tolerated the dead-end intervals.