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I fell in love with a client. He was my client for over a year before I developed feelings for him. My shields of professionalism that I normally maintain came down hard. Why should I? Intimacy and pleasure can be genuine in a transactional situation. This is something many erotic services providers can tell you- the providers who are best suited for this work in my opinion can definitely talk to this.
There are boundaries involved with the providing of erotic services. Each client and situation is different. People who make money their primary motive regardless of what vocation we could be talking about tend to degrade the quality of the industry they are involved in. Would you rather have a doctor, a lawyer, a dentist, a massage therapist, a whatever- who genuinely loves the skills and sciences involved with the vocation they are engaging over a doctor, lawyer, dentist or whatever who is just driven by the money they make?
People often hate their jobs. I wish the world was such that everyone had a vocation that uplifted them mentally, emotionally and even spiritually in addition to supporting them economically. I am one such lucky person. I sincerely enjoy experiencing intimacy and genuine connection with different people, I am well suited for the work of providing erotic services and I do so from a healthy platform.
It was confusing for me to feel this way for a person who is a client. I still am. I am also married and I love my husband. I have no intention of not being with my husband, who is an incredible and wonderful human being, we are perfect for each other. My husband is strong, stable and confident as a human being.
He understands the work I do and knows I provide experiences that are worthwhile regarding the well being of the people who I provide for. I can love more than one person. I am committed to my husband and yes I love someone else as well. In fact, I love a bunch of people. Imagine that! My husband knows about this person. He knows what I do for a living.